*** ( I FOUND IT, I HAD KEPT IT IN FACT ..... What's
wrong in it ????)
Such a pseudo &
LOVE IT DEEPLY ....
To play with others feelings....
Yeah, that's an Evil preference...
But FEAR is the Most powerfull destructive feeling
down on this Earth ...
We shoud be
confident, when you put your Life & Walk, into "The greatest
Intelligence"'s hands .... May happened what has to
According to the "superior" GREAT WISEDOM......
Everything is Good, for those who believe in, & confide,
their Lives to "Te superior Intelligence" driving us so surely to our
Paths,Ways, Missions & Aims
I met a man few weeks
ago... Handsome, Clever, very Attractive to me..... 32 years old, not
20 or 23/25 as the past ones ... My kid's father included
I passed two nights
with him, at his work place, rather than beeing sleeping, though i
REALLY NEED TO, these very rough days....
him, & the one working with him also, his (their) Natal
Astrological Card(s) .... He (they) wanted to know more about .... So I
GAVE ....With no asking any Money .....
Then i just asked, clearly,cause i was
very tired, & would really need to relax & sleep, not
especially all together, then,
.....TOGETHER, but not especially HAVING SEX, JUST TENDERNESS, touching
& beeing toutched
know i please him very much, he's attracted (his pupills were wide
opened, while watching me right in the eyes .....),
But he told me:
"You said, you love a young man, named ROMAIN, who is "schizophrenic",
still in hospital, since the beginning of the year...., & told me
you wanted to stay faithfull....."
Ok.... Said i.. .Let's say it in another way....(Cause, i'm also
protecting myself with puting another man in front of him spiritually,
even if, it's not evoluated at all..., I told him, i was very tired
these days, i need to relax, and would like to do it with him....
Not especially in having SEX..... Just
beeing near each other..... We all need that..... It's very simple,
& so HUMAN ....
He told me,
while his pupills were so wide opened: "I don't feel like doing
I asked: "What are you afraid
about ? He said: "I'm not afraid....." (!!!!)......
told me, he needed some time....
But i'm too
passionated, to WAIT ....That's still my Huge problem, i have to work
hard on ....
Or you just
jump, right at the very moment, with me, or YOU LEAVE ME ! THAT'S THE
WAY I FEEL IT DEEPLY & NOTHING ELSE ..... I'm 38, i have no more
time to loose, by waiting.... Waiting What ? I Know who i am, What i
want, and Know to recognize it, when it comes towards me .... So what
Why Men, are so often
highly frightened when Woman, start first, to talk about so simple
Why do they have TO
HURT OUR FEELINGS BY SAYING NO, WHEN THEIR BODIES/EYES, EVERYTHING, SAY
PLAYING THAT STUPID GAME ?????
Do We like
to Suffer or What ??? Cause of Fear ? Cause you don't want it to
last too quickly, cause it just would had start with sex so fast
already ???What's wrong with that, God !!
Isn't SEX so WONDERFUL,
when mixed with Real LOVE, & why could'nt LOVE, at the very first
Times, a Human .? Should we absolutly have to WAIT THREE THOUSAND
TIMES, to do what each Soul feel deeply like,doing it, when it
HAVE HUGE &
GREAT SEX, SO RELAXING ????
such a Bad Thing, to talk clearly about sex, here on a web page, so
that you (the person dealing with this website, Rich' or
another),absolutly have to delate.....?.
we still in so Far away past times, Women have to close Mouth, legs,
and hearts, & opening them in the same time so softly for the only
good of their husbands .... ?
Isn't that a little
bit "Old fashioned" ????
Time had changed..... As said
it "Meredith Johson" in "harcelement" with Mickael Douglas .....
Even if the character, Demi Moore, plays is a
little bit too much, taking all the bad parts of Men, when they get